I am happy.

I was doing a lot of thinking today, and here's what i landed at.

I'm very happy with my life.

• I get along with my parents better than most people.
• My parents get along, not divorced, or dead.
• I have multiple groups of friends.
• Each group of friends is amazing.
• I'm very smart, currently in a college class, and a TAG class.
• I have pretty much the most amazing boyfriend i could ask for.
• For the most part, I am healthy.
• Most people like me.
• I have found what i love to do: piano && photography.
• I have a large family, all of whom i l0ve and am loved by.
• I have a nice job, that doesn't conflict with my social life.
• I have a pretty cool car, that works for me.
• Even though my ipod was stolen, i have my other ipod.
• I have an amazing DSLR camera, and 4 other old cameras which are ballin'.

I could ramble on forever, but i won't.

I just want you to know that


I am happy.

Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that
I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

Slight hope
Dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption