Meet my New Favorite song.

Flightless Bird, American Mouth
--Iron & Wine

<3 (Courtesy of Twilight)


I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird,
jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now i'm a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide/white fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird,
brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

<33333

Procrastinating.

I need to stop.
But maybe later.

In a Blink of an Eye

You know how on movies, they always say things like
"Life goes by way too fast"?

I never used to believe that, as i sat at home, alone, bored,
wishing something exciting would happen.
I was just wishing the day would be over.

But lately, i've started to realize that hollywood isnt that ficticious.
This morning, there i sat, doing nothing.
The next moment, Alex was there with me,
And the moment after that, i was all alone again,
wandering around the freezing town of waverly.
I didnt even notice the changing of scenery until after it was changed.
Everything just changes sooo fast

Suddenly, i was just like:
'Hey, i'm in Jake Farran's car, on my way to walmart with him.'
'Whoa, I'm wandering around Fareway, eating doughnut holes, holding hands with Alex.'
'Oh my gosh, I'm standing here with a 500$ camera, taking some really great pictures'
'I'm playing guitar hero at AJ Schutte's house?'
'Weird, i'm on a shopping trip with Isaac.'
'I'm in a car and Matt Evans is driving?'

I never realize what i'm doing, until i'm actually doing it.
Like, i never would have predicted doing those things, but here I am.
It may be where i am now, but it will probably all change any moment.

What I'm trying to say is,
Don't Blink, or you'll miss out on the best of life.

dear daddy,

who am i supposed to be when myself just isn't good enough?

Is it supposed to hurt this bad?

9:54pmAlex
this is just a bad dream. im gonna wake up and this will be just a dream. its gotta be a dream. theres no way this is real.

"I don't know how to love you, but i cant walk away" -His status

12:15amAlex
heidi, i... i... i think im still in love with you

.

it's over.