Monday, May 17, 2010

try to focus on the positives in your life. and if you're too down to find any positives in your life, focus on the positives in life in general. like smell the lilacs, or watch the sunset, or blow the dandelion seeds into the wind.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

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I had a horrible time last night at prom. My depression was especially bad. You never hugged me once last night, do you know that? That’s what went through my head every time you ran off to hug another girl. And all I could think about was how much prettier all those other girls were, and how much more fun you’d have with them instead of me. But I didn’t want to ruin your senior prom. I tried so hard to be happy when all I wanted to do was cry. I had to leave the room a couple times because I couldn’t hold back the tears. I just wanted to disappear. So I’m sorry if I ruined your prom night.