Tuesday, September 30, 2008

can haz extreme happiness!

Alex: We haven't kissed yet.
Me: Nope. Guess we haven't.
Alex: Huh. I'll have to work on that.

Me: Well, if you care about me, just tell me.
Alex: No, I don't care about you. 'Care' is too insignificant of a word. I Love you, Heidi. And I'll be yours for as long as you'll be mine.
Me: =] I love you too. *truth*

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Perfection in My Eyes

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together,
to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

good news.

so i found out, that i dont really have the disease the doctors thought i had,

and it was really more of just a theory.

so yeah.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

The mind of a Heidi

If i die tomorrow, here's all the thoughts that happened to be passing through my mind in my last few hours of life.

"About three things i was absolutely positive:
First, Edward was a vampire.
Second, there was a part of him, and i wasnt sure how dominate that part ma be, but that thirsted for my blood.
And Thirdly, i was unconditionally and unrevocably in love with him"

Don't Stop living your life until your dead.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

A cold and friendless tide has found you.
Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down.

'You're a hoe. Please leave me alone.'
Why can't I find the strength to tell you that?

I hope my ipod touch comes in the mail tomorrow.

After all i've put you through,
After everything i've said to you,
After everything you've seen me do,
How can you still want me?

I'm sorry she dumped you.
Its not your fault.

It started out as a feeling,
Which then grew into a hope.
Which then turned into a quiet thought,
Which then turned into a quiet word.

So the "OK" button on my phone doesnt seem to be working.
This could present a problem or two...

Hate me today,
Hate me tomorrow,
Hate me for all the things I didn't do to you.

Look, dear.
Everyone hates you.
Just go back to where you came from,
and everything will be alright.
Okay?

How many licks DOES it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?!

I loved you once,
You loved me not.
I loved you twice,
But then i thought,
You never loved me.
You never will.
But even so,
I love you still.

FUUUUCCCKK!!

Dear you,
You're a hoe.
So stop hoeing it up in hoeland
and quit being such a hoeish hoe.
LoveHeidi.

Ugh. trust me, he is SOOO not worth your time.

Well, my photograhy project turned out well.
Too bad the teacher is a skank and she didnt like it.
And now i have another project due in 8 hours.

Thank you, daddy dearest, for rampaging my room and breaking my shit.

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason.... and then you shot across my sky like a meteor. suddenly, everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. i couldnt see the stars anymore. and there was no reason for anything."

I can't read your mind. You have to c-o-m-u-n-i-c-a-t-e!!

How the Eff do you hit a freaking parked car?!

Early out tomorrow! Are we still on for our date?

-Do you believe in aliens?
-You'd have to be pretty self-centered to believe that we're the only living things in this humongus universe we live in.

Action, Action, we want some action!
A-C-T-I-O-N!! Go cats! *Jump*

Why would you have your first kiss next to a smelly birdcage?!

I hate PMS.

Yes, boys DO have cooties.
No, you can't eat that crayon.
Why don't you ask your mom where babies came from.
Sure, Justin, you can be a ninja when you grow up. stay in school.
Keep your clothes on, you two.

-Who would you consider a successful person?
-Someone who lived a happy life, who was generally a benifit to society. Someone who found their soul mate, and had a happily ever after with them. Someone wasnt nessicarily the richest or most productive person, but who chased their dreams instead of following them. That's who I'd consider successful.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I'll be Your Candle on the Water

A cold and friendless tide has found you.
Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down.

I'll paint a ray of hope around you.
Circling in the air,
Lighted by a prayer.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

thanks.

you kind of just made my day.
week.
month.
life.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

It could be worse...

My dad is dying.
I have a diesease.
I will be totally deaf in 5-10 years.
My parents still fight.
I've drifted away from too many of my friends.
One of my Best friends in the world moved away.


But it could be worse.
I could not have you.