The mind of a Heidi

If i die tomorrow, here's all the thoughts that happened to be passing through my mind in my last few hours of life.

"About three things i was absolutely positive:
First, Edward was a vampire.
Second, there was a part of him, and i wasnt sure how dominate that part ma be, but that thirsted for my blood.
And Thirdly, i was unconditionally and unrevocably in love with him"

Don't Stop living your life until your dead.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

A cold and friendless tide has found you.
Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down.

'You're a hoe. Please leave me alone.'
Why can't I find the strength to tell you that?

I hope my ipod touch comes in the mail tomorrow.

After all i've put you through,
After everything i've said to you,
After everything you've seen me do,
How can you still want me?

I'm sorry she dumped you.
Its not your fault.

It started out as a feeling,
Which then grew into a hope.
Which then turned into a quiet thought,
Which then turned into a quiet word.

So the "OK" button on my phone doesnt seem to be working.
This could present a problem or two...

Hate me today,
Hate me tomorrow,
Hate me for all the things I didn't do to you.

Look, dear.
Everyone hates you.
Just go back to where you came from,
and everything will be alright.
Okay?

How many licks DOES it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?!

I loved you once,
You loved me not.
I loved you twice,
But then i thought,
You never loved me.
You never will.
But even so,
I love you still.

FUUUUCCCKK!!

Dear you,
You're a hoe.
So stop hoeing it up in hoeland
and quit being such a hoeish hoe.
LoveHeidi.

Ugh. trust me, he is SOOO not worth your time.

Well, my photograhy project turned out well.
Too bad the teacher is a skank and she didnt like it.
And now i have another project due in 8 hours.

Thank you, daddy dearest, for rampaging my room and breaking my shit.

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason.... and then you shot across my sky like a meteor. suddenly, everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. i couldnt see the stars anymore. and there was no reason for anything."

I can't read your mind. You have to c-o-m-u-n-i-c-a-t-e!!

How the Eff do you hit a freaking parked car?!

Early out tomorrow! Are we still on for our date?

-Do you believe in aliens?
-You'd have to be pretty self-centered to believe that we're the only living things in this humongus universe we live in.

Action, Action, we want some action!
A-C-T-I-O-N!! Go cats! *Jump*

Why would you have your first kiss next to a smelly birdcage?!

I hate PMS.

Yes, boys DO have cooties.
No, you can't eat that crayon.
Why don't you ask your mom where babies came from.
Sure, Justin, you can be a ninja when you grow up. stay in school.
Keep your clothes on, you two.

-Who would you consider a successful person?
-Someone who lived a happy life, who was generally a benifit to society. Someone who found their soul mate, and had a happily ever after with them. Someone wasnt nessicarily the richest or most productive person, but who chased their dreams instead of following them. That's who I'd consider successful.